monster

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbmaG72vPIM

sleeping foot

have u ever had a sleeping foot? it feels so tingly and then when u try to shake it it sends chills down ur body. i dont like the feeling because when u try to walk on it its hard. its kinda like blood rushing back to ur foot. hummm... thats a new theory.!

so just when

so just when i thought it was over. worried about all my grades and everything here comnes the teacher with an email saying i got a 91 on my persasive paper. wew what a relief!
thank god :)

bad girl tanisha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvL5LK-Y9eA

pretty girl rock

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtXOVKNazYU

india arie

i had to go across the water just to find what was here in my heart all along.
india arie
your only human lets shake free this gravity of resentment
india arie
fly high on the wings of forgivness
india arie
had to run to the arms of curiosity just to find what was here in my heart all along
india arie

i think

i think i love him
i think im tripping.
i think i like him.
i think i care
i think he's attractive
i think he's wise
i think he's a good man
i think were meant to be
i think im losing my mind
i think im infatuated
i think were gonna have babies together
now i know ive lost my mind.
i know he is tired of being patient
good things are worth waiting for

some say

some say everyones going to hurt you, you just find the one whos worth it all. i say no-ones going to hurt me because i wont allow myself to get hurt. which is probably why ill never have a man. some part of me is ok with that, the other part isnt so sure. but hey im not going to sign myself up for failure, i have to get out there and earn everything. no one will be able to slow me down. at least not anyone to my knowledge.

stupid math

Thursday, September 30, 2010

stupid math

i hate math. It really is the worst thing in the world. I believe if i can add, multiple, divide, and subtract everything will be ok. I dont understand the use of alphabet letters when doing math. Who ever created such treturious things should be deleted from the face of the earth. Or better yet should have never been listened too. I really think it ridiculous to take math courses in college, when your major isnt math. I can understand taking an accounting class (maybe)... or personal finance so it benifits you and you could learn how to do your own taxes. olike i said i just find it ridiculous. Its like they want you to be well rounded or something. I could personally care less... I dont want to be well rounded with math as long as i get the main jist of it i dont see the proble. ugh stupid math,! i hate it all!

what if?

what if we lost electricity? what we we do that would mean fast food restaurants would be closed down. computers would be shut off and everyone knows everything is controlled by computers so we would be SOL! i dont think i would survive im so accustomed to living with things basically given to me so i dont have to work for them. its crazy!

facebook

do i think facebooks cool? yea a little lot. i have one and i seem to have this addiction really its kind of bad. like i wake up and check my facebook every morning like theres gonna be new notiications over night. lol humm i have a lil problem it seems like. omg when myspace was hott i lived on there. i changed my profile all the time created new things uploaded like 800 pics like really 800 though! i was way overboard at least with facebook i only have like 50. :) im trying to keep it to a minimum.! i gotta stop being so addicted to my computer.

foreign language

i would find it prett amazing to speak another language. i wish i was exposed to it while i was younger. however because i wasnt i have tolearn it while im older and i have to want to be fully engaged. which im kinda lazy so idk how thats really gonna work. but i translated a sentence into spanish from an online source and i thought it was pretty cool :)

english: i wish i could speak spanish
spanish: Ojalá pudiera hablar español\

cool right :)

sim·plic·i·ty

   /sɪmˈplɪsɪti/ Show Spelled[sim-plis-i-tee] Show IPA

–noun, plural -ties.

1.

the state, quality, or an instance of being simple.

2.

freedom from complexity, intricacy, or division into parts: an organism of great simplicity.

3.

absence of luxury, pretentiousness, ornament, etc.; plainness: a life of simplicity.

4.

freedom from deceit or guile; sincerity; artlessness; naturalness: a simplicity of manner. ___________________________________________________________________

com·plex·i·ty

   /kəmˈplɛksɪti/ Show Spelled[kuhm-plek-si-tee] Show IPA

–noun, plural -ties for 2.

1.

the state or quality of being complex; intricacy: the complexity of urban life.

2.

something complex: the complexities of foreign policy.

 

THERES THIS SONG BY INDIA ARIE SHE TALKS ABOUT FINDING SIMPLICITY U MUST MAKE PEACE WITH YOUR COMPLEXITY.! DEEP STUFF :)

have u ever

have u ever had a professor that u just dont understand? or can teach worth crap? luckily in my experiences i have had all good professors. thank god. most of them generally all would work extra just to help you. like they would go over and beyond. which i greatly appreciated :)

2012

like what is going on with our world today? we have trees knowcking down houses in maryland.! wtf! arnt we not suppose to have that happen. who's to say the worlds not coming to an end. i mean theres a whole lot of f'ed up stuff going on. we the people should get it together before its too late.!

bad girls club

when i turn 21 im so applying for the bad girls club. honestly i dont know if ill get picked because of my weight because everyone knows how tv is always wanting the skinny girls. lol but hey im still gonna try its like being in a big sorortity house with a whole bunch of drunks and wild girls who like to take their clothes off. not saying im going to take my clothes off or that im a drunk but i will have fun partying with people. that will help me get to act my age. i dont know if i would get in any fights probably so because i have such a temper but thats the whole point of the show :) im gonna have the wildest interview ever! i have to make myself known. ima a tv "whore" lol

my teacher...perkins.

my teachers cool and everything. aright. like she brings in food on certain days .. she can actually teach..{like u can really learn something}, and she always answers her emails. but she uses these huge big smart words like i know im in college and everything but she talks like the president of the united states. half the time i dont understand whats shes saying because the words are so massive! which is cool like i could learn alot from her. but until i increase my vocabulary: which i need to do really soon.. i probably wont understand a thing she says.!

bed intruder!

http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/bed-intruder-song/id386478006

omg this is one of the most hilarious things i have ever came across! frikkin hilarious! had to share.

REASONS SEASONS LIFETIMES

so i found this poem that really sparks my interest i love poetry so i wanted to post the link.
http://itsourrealitymagazine.com/reason.htm

homework

omg. homework was due and what did i do? slack off? omg i started off so well in the beginning of the semester and i need to keep it up. like i have a psych class that requires a whole lot of reading and guess what my least favorite thing to do is: READ! i need to sincerely break that habit.! like no bull. i hate reading unless its something that interests me. and unfourtunaltey not many things do. and half the things that interests me are not school related. what a scenerio! lol humm well ill get it together and i need to stop talking about it and be about it so my grades can prove!

independence

i really hate group work. i dont know what it is but id rather depend on myself getting things done and getting them done correctly instead of waiting for other people to do it. the only time i like group work is when im being lazy and want other people to do what im suppose to do. but at times i really get fed up and perfer to work alone. i just dont have to patience for other people and most the time i think that my ideas are the best ideas and they should be the only ones followed. but if i have a good group of ppl it might be eaiser!,.. maybe. but most likely not. hummm one day ill get it together. but not yet.

the same thing just a different day

so lately ive realized i dont act my age. im 19 yearsd old and i wanna be 25. like really.! whats going on? i need to just live up my young years luike their my last because they are. ive always wanted to grow up fast and i dont understand why. sometimes i just wanna be able to go to the club and enjoy myself. and let loose. date boys and all the fun stuff that goes along with clubbing. however i like to act like an old woman worried about men that are in their late 20's . ugh i hate men i really do and because i wont date a woman i pretty much out of luck i just need to focus on myself and my schoolso everything will be good. :)

work flow

i have to get it together. like really im slacking on school work when i know im on academic probation. i dont know what im thinking. i have to pass this class and four other ones. ive been at ub for a year and played around and took w's the whole time. im suppose to be a sophmore but im still a freshman and will remain a freshman until i pass my math class which is dvma 95. and not to mention math is so hard for me like i already have a short attention span and math really doesnt help. i use to like it now i dont. hummm well hopefully i get it together because i need my financial aid!

Free

im free as im going to be. only for right now. im doing what pleases me and i get rid off the things thaat are displeasing. Im learning how to do things on my own. starting independence. im starting to care only abo9ut me and what i want because im doing things for me. i like being single its nice. u can talk to anyone. evenn anything for that matter. so im going to enjoy this every step of the way.

boom boom pow

i love writing in my journal, even when i dont have much to write about. something always pops up out of nowhere and catches my attention. lately ive been dating this guy and hes alright. a little bit older than me but the age doesnt seem to be the problem. not that there is a problem but the little issue that i can see arising would be im a little more aggressive, and outgoing then he seems to be. hes a really nice guy so im not going to take anything for granted but too nice can lead people to walk over you. which is something i really dont want to do to him. well see. but were not offically together yet so until then im still single, still having fun. and its amazing :)

days like these

i get pissed when things dont go my way. i have tons of examples. when people dont answer their phones when i think their suppose too. when people argue with me and i lose. thats more of a pride thing. i use to have alot of pride until i learned that pride isnt a good thing to have. so now i have to work on my anger issues. oh i forgot i dont like when im on the bus and people sit extra close to me. geesh! especially when they smell... the nerve of some people.

romance in the air

Birds chirping. the sun is shining bright. who knew it would be love at first sight. u said hello, i said hey without even knowing your name. beautiful it was from the very start. you touch my spirit, and my heart. i want to feel u next to me forever, i want our names to be joined together. all this will happen in time. u dont even know it yet, but im yours and your mine. forever it will be. it will last until eternity. ill never say never but i know we'll never part... i have this feeling about us. something that just wont go away. our future will be written from our minds and brain into a commitment that we both will share. what we have baby is so rare. i love this feeling, lets pray it never goes away. but make this promise to me now that your here to stay. with this i give u the key to my heart.

Late Nights

Late nights, Long days. I wouldnt say that is a good combination. Frustration arises, when I am sleepy, or I do not get my way. Waiting for the bus for an hour would be a great example; of not getting my way. I have a headache, its only the third day of school, and I have assignments that are pretty time consuming already. I am beginning to question if I will have a life this semester. However, all this hard work will pay off in the end. I will become rich, and have my own business possibly. Who know's? What I do know is that so far these late nights are becoming a killer. I personally know their benifical, but I just dont want to wait for results. Im hoping for some instant gratification to come into my life. So I have a headache, cant sleep, doing homework (how exciting), and my sense of sarcasm is through the roof. Yay me. All because of late nights.