Free

im free as im going to be. only for right now. im doing what pleases me and i get rid off the things thaat are displeasing. Im learning how to do things on my own. starting independence. im starting to care only abo9ut me and what i want because im doing things for me. i like being single its nice. u can talk to anyone. evenn anything for that matter. so im going to enjoy this every step of the way.

boom boom pow

i love writing in my journal, even when i dont have much to write about. something always pops up out of nowhere and catches my attention. lately ive been dating this guy and hes alright. a little bit older than me but the age doesnt seem to be the problem. not that there is a problem but the little issue that i can see arising would be im a little more aggressive, and outgoing then he seems to be. hes a really nice guy so im not going to take anything for granted but too nice can lead people to walk over you. which is something i really dont want to do to him. well see. but were not offically together yet so until then im still single, still having fun. and its amazing :)

days like these

i get pissed when things dont go my way. i have tons of examples. when people dont answer their phones when i think their suppose too. when people argue with me and i lose. thats more of a pride thing. i use to have alot of pride until i learned that pride isnt a good thing to have. so now i have to work on my anger issues. oh i forgot i dont like when im on the bus and people sit extra close to me. geesh! especially when they smell... the nerve of some people.

romance in the air

Birds chirping. the sun is shining bright. who knew it would be love at first sight. u said hello, i said hey without even knowing your name. beautiful it was from the very start. you touch my spirit, and my heart. i want to feel u next to me forever, i want our names to be joined together. all this will happen in time. u dont even know it yet, but im yours and your mine. forever it will be. it will last until eternity. ill never say never but i know we'll never part... i have this feeling about us. something that just wont go away. our future will be written from our minds and brain into a commitment that we both will share. what we have baby is so rare. i love this feeling, lets pray it never goes away. but make this promise to me now that your here to stay. with this i give u the key to my heart.